So there was a time when I had it all figured out. I knew what love was like. I had seen the world. I experienced so many things but still couldn't find hapiness. Beauty is sometimes a very ugly thing. It feeds ones soul. I had it all figured out including you. Then I lost it all. I question if it was all ever real. I see more of myself in what I thought I saw in you. Small glimpses appear on those rare occassions that you let "us" the internet viewers into your mind. But then again, maybe its all a game. you never can trust the guy that stole your heart.