will i ever love again?

Our relationship was horrible. But the way I felt about you was amazing. I've been on a long journey trying to find that feeling again. I don't need you I just need that emotional attachment. I would have sacraficed anything because I loved. I didn't care about any of the stupid things in life. I saw the world in its beauty. I pretend that I still feel that way when it comes to my newer relationships. It just isn't there. I have hope though. One day I will smile again. I will be happy. So I raise my wine glass and toast to the future.